Still alive, just busy

-ArtNotHearts

Currently in my final year majoring video game design. Learning mostly 3D at the moment and its really Fun. I really cant wait to gain more experience and learn new things, and then being able to make my designs into 3D models!
So far I'm two weeks in of school; Going onto my third week now. So far its been really fun.

After not looking at my artwork here for a bit, I've come to realize I need to improve a lot more, I am really unsatisfied with what I've done lately, almost to the point I don't even want to look at it. I really want to improve from where I am now.
I don't know what to do really. I guess I'm at that underpass where I can't decide what to make, where to focus, and where to go with my art. I always look back at my roots of inspiration In hopes to regain that spark and drive that got me started in the first place. Always trying to surpass and find myself as an artist. A journey which can go on for a long time, but I'm willing to keep finding my growing paths.
What I also enjoy is when the honest words from people who see my work see the errors and faults and comment about them, And I thank you for that. Really I wouldn't improve or get better with out it ( as my professor would say).
I also thank the people who enjoy my work and support me, as you are a major reason to why I keep going besides for myself. At the moment I'm working on a painting, but I sorta just wanna start from scratch again, as I really am not satisfied with it, its for an assignment but I think i could make something better. Well I'll keep practicing and training as hard as I can. I draw almost everyday in my sketchbook whenever I go to school and back home. I will one day surpass my inspirations and hope one day I'd level with them as a friend, and draw or make a game together. Till then, I'll keep the line flowing.

-EWM

My hard drive died, lost all my work that is all.

All I did was just turn on my computer to do work
then heard the death click sounds on my hard drive and all i could feel was uber sad lol
lucky it can be recovered but I dont expect to get that done anytime soon as I need to send it to a CPU lab
to rescue my files all I gotta do is keep it safe till I get the money to get the job done.
Till then setting up my new PC and starting a new. Perhaps it wasn't all bad, Keep positive and never let large setbacks pull you down. You just get stronger when you climb back up.

P.S I got some back up of some work but lost a huge majoirty of my work these months passed.
also for your sake~ please back up your work ASAP.